Never really knew how this can happen but it seems all are wrong but right at the same time. I also feel like I’m doing right and feels like its wrong. Sometimes I feel like I’m under someone’s spell or I’m being ruled by someone else. I’m convinced that I’m wrong when someone is right but it always changes, they never really stay right. It’s like every scripts of writers goes inside a dust-bin.
It’s been so many days now. I’ve no idea what’s going. I SIMPLY DON’T GET IT.
But I think I should start again from this quote,
“Knowing what’s right doesn’t make much sense until you do what’s right.”
Let’s look at this scientifically, “You can’t change the universe until you work (do you know if you don’t move, science won’t call it a work?), just sit there and think and you make no change.” Do you change? Yes. I grow OLD AND DIE.
Let it flow, I guess. I’ll never know if what I did is right or will it be proven wrong?
Right or wrong, I am prepared to achieve my goals. WHAT IS IT THAT I’M THRIVING FOR?
I can do whatever I want.
If I say that, many people will automatically think that I’m a sinner and I won’t hesitate to kill.
But why would I? What’s in it for me to kill you? I don’t even know you and although I know you, you’re still alive and I haven’t killed anyone. All those that I’ve killed are insects and worms. OK! A lizard too.
Maybe, we’re in a hell, the self-created hell. Have you read stuffs from people? Like, how they blame every bad things in their life are the outcome of somebody; parents, siblings, spouse, government, law or even god.
Well I’m not the one of them; I know all the bad stuffs that have happened in my life are because of me. And same goes of whatever good things that happened to me. Also, I’m grateful for them.
I AM GRATEFUL FOR ALL OF THEM.
I also have this weird theory that, the earth is alive and she can eliminate me whenever she wants.
If dinosaurs were that easy then, I’m not going to be any harder to get wiped out.
So, I don’t really give a shit about doing right or making it perfect or making everyone happy.
I’ll just do it.
Nike says, “Just Do it” not “Do It Right”
Our sun is dying, our moon is moving away from us and without the sun and the moon, life on earth won’t be possible. So, you see. Our world is bound to end. Goodbye moon and Rest in Peace Sun.
All scientists knows this truth, all sages knew everyone dies in a certain time. From the hands of the god or the fate of our planet, we will die. One day, we’ll run out of planets and moons (say we found one).
Everyone knows it. Yet, no scientist goes and kills him/herself. No sage stops breathing. They live as if we’ll live forever and they inspire us to live when the fact shows the other way.
So. The question is: Are they doing wrong when they know what’s right?
Cause dying from a bomb is way easier than suffocating and burning our skin from acid rain. Knowing you’re dying for a country is way easier and glorious than getting killed by Tsunami, hurricane and earthquake.
Let’s ask some religious question,
Would you get killed by a devil or die as a sinner on the Judgment day?
We all know only a man and a woman will be chosen. Rest of us will be called the sinners. So, why do priests and sages wants us to live as a sinner?
My questions are,
What’s good about knowing the truths if we end up doing what we always do?
What are we really looking for?
What is our goal?
Why do two polar opposite thoughts co-exist and nobody will take another step to eliminate what’s wrong or who are weaker?